MyDLROW

Life life life

Sat, 12 Nov 2011 12:25:24 -0500

I am at a place in life where I seemingly have everything I want except for my golf life. I really feel like I can accomplish anything that I want in life and have done most of the things that I set out to do. Now I just have to sit still but move swift when grinding through the day. I need to stay present yet diligently able to use every second of the day to become that bitch I will be sooner than later. I am most definitely where I need to be in order to be inspired for my goals..

Things that will make me grind..

1) Eat healthy

2) Take vitamins

3) Workouts + running

5) Golf that shit up

6) Stay relevant

When I completely leave the scene I always stubble upon a reason...

Sat, 12 Nov 2011 12:14:35 -0500

When I completely leave the scene I always stubble upon a reason to come back <3..

Dudes these days

Thu, 04 Aug 2011 12:29:00 -0400

Man!! I’m really over the dating scene..it’s so lame..These men out here..I have no words..but I’m done

Life is overrated

Sat, 23 Jul 2011 13:37:14 -0400

Sometimes being alive is too much to bare

I never knew how much tension and stress is released from sex..I truly feel calm as fuck and have...

Sat, 09 Jul 2011 00:40:17 -0400

I never knew how much tension and stress is released from sex..I truly feel calm as fuck and have little anxiety..and to think I was stressing myself out about getting some but now that I got it I feel great

Loner

Tue, 05 Jul 2011 19:07:12 -0400

Life is so much simpler when you have no social life. I really wish I could go back to those days when I had no friends or boy drama to disrupt my constant thoughts. The sad part about it is that it’s only going to get worst when I turn pro. Fml

Annoyed but shouldn't be

Sat, 02 Jul 2011 15:52:54 -0400

So my friend Brandee is killin me about her bf. She says she doesn’t want to be with him but her actions are the total and complete opposite. Me, Ashley, and Brandee have been planning to go to Club KRESS tonite for the longest. And now she doesn’t want to come b/c she doesn’t want to spend the nite at my apt for two days..Cmon Son!! I really just think that she is going just hangout with her bf all day. And the funny thing is that she can’t come to the club and my apt tonite but wants to come to my parents house for the 4th of July. And of course her bf is coming. Smh..I just hope my dad doesn’t say anything negative to her!! SMHHHHHH..but I have learned that what other decide to do is none of my business and should never bother me. So I’m going to just worry about myself

"Sleep is of the essence..a vague memory of visual images that heighten my senses and bring me to an..."

Thu, 30 Jun 2011 11:36:21 -0400

“Sleep is of the essence..a vague memory of visual images that heighten my senses and bring me to an alternate universe I call dreamworld..a place that I can call all mine..my safe haven..or sometimes my dungeon of doom..nonetheless it’s a place where I’m consciously gone from the world for a brief period of time..long enough to air out all of my thoughts and release all of my stowed away inner feelings..it’s a place I call dreamworld..a sleepers paradise”

- Me

New trainer

Tue, 28 Jun 2011 01:50:19 -0400

Just got a new trainer!! Hella happy now!! Everything is in line now!!

"Living Life Big"

Mon, 27 Jun 2011 03:39:59 -0400

“Living Life Big”

- Paige

I need to wait

Mon, 27 Jun 2011 00:36:19 -0400

After listening to “Rolling Hills” by Jill Scott I really felt captured by the message that she was trying to rely. Although, I am a highly sexual person and do have extreme NEEDS I should never put my worth in jeopardy. I think that I have just got caught up in trying to act out b/c I guess you can always blame it on being young. I’ve been doing things that I normally would not do just to be able to not have regrets that I didn’t do it. Normally I would listen to those around me but, somehow I feel like by listening to them I never end up doing what i really want to do. So, I most def lately been doing what I want to. But, somehow I don’t feel any happier. This past week Kyle came over and we made out and what not. My body is telling me that the next I should step it up and sleep with him but, my mind is telling me I shouldn’t. I really want to fuck his brains out but, deep down inside I know I should wait for someone better. Even though I don’t want to be with him, I should find someone who is more worthy of my loving. EHHHHHH! I want him bad!! And he is packing!!!! I’m so mad at myself for growing a conscious!! However, I know if I have sex with him, I am going to catch feelings for him and constantly be wondering what he is doing? When is he going to call? When will I see him next? I really do not have time for any of that right now. My dad has made a great investment in me, and I should do the same by focusing on my dreams but, also on my self worth.

But, I will still be down to make out with him again!!!!!!! Yummmmm!

Jill Scott, “Rolling Hills” The last 4 minutes or so...

Mon, 27 Jun 2011 00:10:00 -0400

Jill Scott, “Rolling Hills”

The last 4 minutes or so is the song that touched my soul!! I feel like she just spoke to me directly!

I've been given so much

Sun, 26 Jun 2011 20:50:40 -0400

I have no other choice but to succeed.

New People

Sat, 25 Jun 2011 20:06:52 -0400

I need to find new people to hangout with..Brandee doesn’t like to party and Ashley doesn’t have any money!!! Grrr!! I’m trying to have fun and the people I know can’t!! I’m bout to just go by myself and meet people while I’m out

Don't wanna be a burden

Mon, 20 Jun 2011 18:34:45 -0400

I applied for a job at 24 hour by my house..I hope I get it..It will only be part time but, the money I receive from the job I am going to save up

Fro poppin..jaws droppin..black hair scares people..but someone has to keep the public in fear and I...

Mon, 20 Jun 2011 15:02:52 -0400

Fro poppin..jaws droppin..black hair scares people..but someone has to keep the public in fear and I don’t mind doing the job ;)..

This N****

Sat, 18 Jun 2011 01:49:41 -0400

My ex is ridiculous…honestly..This dude added me on fb today! Cmon Son!!! Now u know that ain’t about to happen. All this guy wants to do is look at my pics and show them to his people just so they can say, “Wow! She is gorgeous…Why did you let that get away?” So lame! I’m just going to not respond to the request and let my news pop into his news feed without us being friends!!! Hahahahaah!!! Its a dirty game, but someone has to play it ;)

Man I really..

Fri, 17 Jun 2011 22:06:00 -0400

Like this guy but I know shouldn’t

I can’t wait to breathe again..one more week.. I have to pull through!!!

Fri, 03 Jun 2011 14:25:08 -0400

I can’t wait to breathe again..one more week.. I have to pull through!!!

"I like to keep my feet up..I don’t have the best looking feet. I go to get my feet done and I..."

Thu, 26 May 2011 01:42:21 -0400

“I like to keep my feet up..I don’t have the best looking feet. I go to get my feet done and I take off my socks and the lady about to do my nails looks at them and quits her job!”

- Unknown Comedian